i try to sing 
but when i do...
it hurts
i wanna crawl back into my shell
and cry and be scared.

I see all these people
they got it all
they look beautiful
they know who they are.

Side to side pictures,
painted hair,
tatoos, bracelets and glasses.

I wonder if they ever felt my pain...
if they cried to sleep
wet their bed with blood and sweat...

i don't wanna be them, i wanna be one of them.